bitter sweet

so i have this bitter sweet feeling and i know its going to hit me soo hard tomorrow . Tomorrow is my last day in my class room that i have been in for the last six months and i am teaching some of the kids from my class last year all over again . I have such a amazing bond with these kids especially one little girl who has stolen my heart and is not only my student she is my little friend her name is xitlali . Xitlali has made my time in the classroom so enjoyable she is the funniest little girl i have ever known and is absolutely adorable . She teaches me how to “jerk” and “shuffle” all the time and she cracks me up when she dances its halarious. I think her funniest moment was when my supervisor aka the devil was trying to talk to me and she sai ” ummm miss kim im talking to miss krystle wait please ” with her little attitude arm waving and all i was dying it was halarious . I have seen her grow soo much in the past couple months and i am kinda sad i wont be there to keep teaching her . She started out this little girl who was a bully and would punch and hit kids and now she is such a smart girl who calls me her “bestfriend” and absolutely loves me and i feel the same way about her .In the end i know this decision is going to be whats best for me in the end i will finally be happy and in a confortable place but i will miss my little girl Xitlali hopefully i will see her around and keep in touch with her and still be able to hear lots of good things about her i really hope i touched her as much as she has touched me .Tomorrow is going to be a rough day having to tell her i wont be back but i know this is whats best for me .