bitter sweet

so i have this bitter sweet feeling and i know its going to hit me soo hard tomorrow . Tomorrow is my last day in my class room that i have been in for the last six months and i am teaching some of the kids from my class last year all over again . I have such a amazing bond with these kids especially one little girl who has stolen my heart and is not only my student she is my little friend her name is xitlali . Xitlali has made my time in the classroom so enjoyable she is the funniest little girl i have ever known and is absolutely adorable . She teaches me how to “jerk” and “shuffle” all the time and she cracks me up when she dances its halarious. I think her funniest moment was when my supervisor aka the devil was trying to talk to me and she sai ” ummm miss kim im talking to miss krystle wait please ” with her little attitude arm waving and all i was dying it was halarious . I have seen her grow soo much in the past couple months and i am kinda sad i wont be there to keep teaching her . She started out this little girl who was a bully and would punch and hit kids and now she is such a smart girl who calls me her “bestfriend” and absolutely loves me and i feel the same way about her .In the end i know this decision is going to be whats best for me in the end i will finally be happy and in a confortable place but i will miss my little girl Xitlali hopefully i will see her around and keep in touch with her and still be able to hear lots of good things about her i really hope i touched her as much as she has touched me .Tomorrow is going to be a rough day having to tell her i wont be back but i know this is whats best for me .

justice finally being served

These past couple of month o they have been hell thats for sure i work with the DEVIL my supervisor is a bitter old lady who has a miserable life and trys to make everyone elses life a living hell . I finally got through to the principal and now after a long couple months i finally get a transfer to a school i will enjoy and there is definetly good karma in that class . On top of working with the devil i have been sick non stop for months and it starting to wear me down both mentally and physically i have been at a ultimate low and my happy outgoing personality has been in the shadows of this grumpy sick person . After this last week i have taken alot f time to realize the things i have to thankful for a Mom who is behind me and loves me no matter what i do , a boyfriend/ bestfriend who is seriously become my rock and my bestfriend chay who after not talking to her for days ,weeks, months we pick up right were we left off and are close as ever i have a life that i should be happy to live . I have my cousin Jose who watches over me on a daily bases and keeps me strong cause i know that my battles are not close to the stuff my cousin delat with at war . I have huge aspirations and dreams that i know im going to be able to achieve cause i have such a amazing group of people who love me that are blehind me . Im thankful and am so ready to get over this bump in my road of life
 Believe there are no limits but the Sky!!!

Krystle